Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I spent some time reading my old writings...

And I've found that I've changed alot over the last few years

No longer am I
- Bitter
- Living with the Feeling that I will Live and Die Alone
- Feeling UnLoved
- Living Life for Work
- Feeling Desperate
- Pensive Alot of the Time

I honestly am so much happier now.

Thank You Universe.

That'll Be All.

22 comments:

nil said...

I'm glad,I'm very very glad :)

Queenmatrai said...

Thanks nil...
By the way are u looking for a position in my Queendom?

nil said...

Yes Yes Yes !
:P

Queenmatrai said...

What position do u think you would be suitable for?

S said...

Noooojieeeeeee!!
Hello miss! Please do stay in touch. I am in Bangalore right now and I would also like to be in your court. I could make you lovely salwars and blackberry pies! Do I qualify?
So lovely to hear from you!

Queenmatrai said...

SusieQ :)

You have no idea how lovely it feels to reconnect with you after all this time :)

I went looking to see if you were still there and YIPEE you are...

YOU my SusieQ can be the Queendom's PieMaker...How does that sound?

nil said...

Hmmm.Jeeez,I don't know! Something to do with The Poetess of your court or something? Since I write poetry?
God,i don't know!
You'reee the Queen!
; )

Queenmatrai said...

Ahh but ~nil~ you must have a clear role in the Queendom.

Think about it and let me know...

Fair maidens are always encouraged in my Queendom :)

Wicked Witch of the West said...

Very good to hear :) Now of course as soon as I have some energy (grr at work) I am going to have to stalk you back to 'the beginning'.

Queenmatrai said...

@ WW - The writings were on another wall ;)

Wicked Witch of the West said...

Ohhh I will have to call my considerable stalking oops research capabilities into play...

And loooove the altar...it is the best!

nil said...

I'm lost,help me?
I have no idea what I might beee.
Help,no!

Suvodeep said...

Nice one :-) What next?

Queenmatrai said...

@WW- I love the altar too :)

@ Nil - I shall decide and you will see it

@ Suvo - What do u mean?

nil said...

I shall wait :)

The Bald Guy said...

Old writings? What does that mean?

Why were you bitter? Don't be. Being sad and bitter only hurts our own self in one way or the other. No one else gets hurt by it. No one lives and dies alone Queen. God has something planned for each human being he lets be born on Planet Earth. Even if we don't have family close to us, we have friends, or co workers maybe whom we might get close to. Each human is special in his/her own way. We have to teach ourselves to love without restraint, and we shall receive unconditional love in return. We only feel unloved because we do not give unconditional love easily. Everyone has bad memories, everyone goes through some bad time in life at some point of time, but we should not cling to them in our hearts. It's very hard to learn to let go, but the one who does learn it, is happier than a joy bird. Our society these days has become so materialistic, that in our attempt to accumulate all material wealth, we forget to take care of our own self and at the same time forget to look at the lighter and brighter side of life too.

Let's live in today, let's live our present right now Queen. Tomorrow's another day.

The Bald Guy said...

Nil should be the Queen's special God daughter. She is mine. :)

nil said...

Ramitttttttttttt. Queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.
I love you guys! :"

HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Bald Guy said...

:)

Sorcerer said...

finally you took the blue pill

Welcome to Matirx!!

The Bald Guy said...

Tagged you, check my blog! :)

Queenmatrai said...

@ Nil - Patience always pays:)

@ Jester - Yes I know now :)

@ Sorcerer - Sure did ;)